I wouldnt want to try it alone cause Im scared what Id do alone, but I also am scared what I might do around others. I jave no idea how my friends would even react to the idea of taking psychedelics

I want to get super deep and I want to deal with mortality and I want to deal with the fear of it all head first and I want to die and wake up

I dont fear the idea of doing this stuff as much for some reason right now and I just want to dive in