BIG "rant" about "drama".
21 comments
abcdceese[OP]
04.10.2019 22:12
LinkSo now I kind of want to address something that happened earlier.
Cupid, it might not matter to you that much, but literally my entire day was utterly ruined. It was nonstop crying in class and not being able to focus on anything. My poetry teacher emailed my mom and when I got home she made me tell her what happened, I didn't really want to because what happens over the internet doesn't matter, right? But I did anyway. So I cried some more and I'm crying right now too. It's given me a splitting headache which I'm going to take tylenol for soon.
I know why you were angry, and I deleted the post. That post was a vent which is why I got so defensive. I was also like that because believe it or not you're one of the few people I consider a friend on her, and who I thought was a close friend. The fact you were jumping my shit when I was already upset made things 10x worse.
abcdceese[OP]
04.10.2019 22:12
LinkBut then when you made the anim and staar and saturday commented it just made things all more the miserable. Saturday, I've literally never had a proper conversation, you don't know at all, and yet you're talking about how you unfollowed as soon as you saw what I was like. I mean I already kind of held a grudge since you 100% copied my character design but now you're gonna talk trash? Come on, we don't even know each other.
abcdceese[OP]
04.10.2019 22:12
Link obviously wasn't trying to give people seizures with my vent. I was angry and upset and was trying to express my feelings as quickly as possible. Like I said you KNOW HOW IT FEELS for people to be rude on vents, why would you do that to someone you supposedly aren't fake around?
Yes, stupid thing I remember, I asked if some people are fake nice all the time and you said you're like that, but don't worry, not towards me. Well guess what you said I've been a sassy rude twit for the last few months.
Again, you may not care at all, you might laugh when you see how much I typed over something so small. But I have literally no social outlets other than FA. I have no friends outside of FA. This is all I have, all I can do.
If you don't want to be friends than fine.
Emotional rant, over and out.
abcdceese[OP]
04.10.2019 22:42
LinkIf you don't know what I mean about saturday, I made this a while ago but only a couple people saw it. I didn't want to bother them but since they think I'm a douche anyway.
https://ibb.co/Z28N4wj
Oh
Sorry to hear that
Hope you feel better and everything turns out alright
Also, I hope you start feeling better an' junk, negative emotions are ****ing gae.
i know we dont talk much but im just a bit confused about staar did she comment something mean?
jesus man cupid back at it again man
this is probably random but sorry that that happened
I’m late, but I’m going to say what I have to say.
I avoid you because, of course, I’m afraid you are going to snap at me or some shit, and since I don’t talk to you, I don’t really know anything about you, I’m sorry that you were having a shitty day that day, and I understand that you wanted to vent and all, but why flashing lights out of all things, yeah sure, you brought up the point of Cupidcut using neon lights in their vents, but at least they weren’t neon flashing lights that could murder a someone’s little baby eyes.
It was not my intention to make you miserable, it really wasn’t. I was just expressing my view points on the matter in general.
I said like 50 times it was a fast way to express how I felt and I wasn't trying to give people seizures. Funny thing is someone literally made a flashing anim with colors titled "seizure" like 20 minutes later and nobody cared whatsoever.
Posts like that have been made so many ****ing times, and she chose to attack me over it.
That's the problem. It was a vent.
lmao what? 1
"100% copied you pr character design?"
the pthantra species is literally eyes and a solid color. im sorry if i came off that way but??? if i had made it black you probably wouldve said the same thing.
the reason i unfollowed you is because the negativity i felt you gave off towards nonbinary people. i didnt like it, so i just unfollowed you. thats it. if you wanted me to go all out i wouldve done what youre doing right now, but i dont enjoy drama.
You chose the same body color, same amount of eyes in the same pattern, and to top it off the same colored eyes. Can you not see where I'm coming from?
And oh my god. This has happened to me so much. Where people think I'm homophobic or transphobic or some bs. I have queerphobic characters! They are not me and do not reflect my beliefs. I have a nonbinary character with a transphobic parent which is probably wherever those vibes are from.
I haven't said that much to cupid, I'm trying to end it by ignoring her attempts to further the situation. What did I say that was so hurtful in the first place? She came on to my vent, when I felt like shit already, and made it worse. She said she doesn't really care about me anyway.