"you're a failure and that only, no one or nothing can be just as much of a useless boy as your self. it's pathetic, gross, embarrassing and stupid to be as unworthy like you. will you pls die. that'll make me and everyone you know sm more happier its not even difficult. a knife scissors a pencil, it'll all do fine. idec how it happens just do it." i wrote this yesterday and i keep reading it over and over