Sometimes the stuff I see makes me cry cuz what why r we never in peace as woman like why they hate us so much it rlly gets to me cuz wtf

Like ok today I like got hella flashbacks after saying sum that i literally never told anyone be4 n like I spent that hour remembering shit that I don’t like remembering then jus to get reminded again by a TikTok like bro it makes me miserable too like why why why can’t life be like herland

K enough of that bro omg im so mad why i gotta pay money to read the abyss r we srs rn bro- like n when I looked it up on other websites its UNCONTUINED I wanna see I wanna see the next 5 pages bro I WANNA SEE

I’ve been reading books of okd

Bro yaoi so performance cuz of larpers now like bruh u not as passionate as i am

Tch bro i remember i used to make excuses like no im not gooner i read for plot n shit bro no I don’t lol well actually ya most get me hooked but like u gotta like the sex too bro omg there’s this problematic one no one likes n I like it

I jus be saving the edits w out a word n the editor getting jumped like bru

I always wanted to make my own n I did but I deleted it cuz anxiety got the best of me

I forgot what I mainly wanted to say

Well nothing much just the fact that I’m going back to genuinely wanting to kms

I haven’t felt this way since seventh grade bro n it scaring me

Every time I get suicidal thoughts I get so guilty cuz I’m rlly the only hope for my family cuz im the oldest n everything being put on me when I jus wanna die I don’t wanna be the main hope I wish it was someone else instead of me I feel like a failure but I love my family n it makes me cry cuz IM selfish n I feel so bad cuz im jus like no one be knowing I wanna kill myself too n it gotten so bad but I don’t have anyone to talk to cuz I hate talking abt this type of stuff cuz I be getting embarrassed half way cuz like I be thinking they gonna think im weak af n I go back like bro pls

I jus rlly wanna go rn I jus rlly I wanna die rn

But srsly I can’t be going to the grave without watching btsv ugh bro im so selfish I rlly like I would’ve kms like I can’t cuz I love my mom n im deadass her only hope n if makes me feel so sad cuz I can’t leave I can’t leave my family n her behind n it’s so ****ed but I also wanna just go bro

Lol bruh don’t let me think at all during night

This why night specifically for reading time bruh

My lutz is getting bad again but it’s my fav jump n my axel has gained 1% power

I also feel like I’m losing flexibility cuz I havnt been stretching but it’s only a little bit so it’s ok but like I’ve been so distracted I needa go back to gaining my Yulia flexibility

I always wanted to be like Yulia she was my number 1 fav

Poop

Bro i remember i used to say poop cuz it sounded funny n it still do so

This so poop