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13.11.2021
9 comments
xxxGacha-Cookiexxx[OP]
13.11.2021 08:35
Link(TRIGGER WARNING!! PLEASE CLICK OFF IF SENSITIVE TO MENTIONS OF SUICIDE AND BULLYING!!)
Ok so im considering committing suicide and im sorry for those of you who care about me, (yes i know this is toxic as **** and again im sorry) But ive been thinking about this for a while, and one of the only things i had to keep me from leaving is my best friend who recently started bullying me. My sister started using the fact that she is younger as an excuse for why i keep "hurting her" when she starts fights. My mom is putting all the chores and responsibility on me and at school im failing. My dad is at work all day until 10 (the time i need to be asleep by) and i dont get to see him at all. My great grandma passed away a week ago and i went to her funeral today.. We were really close and whenever i was upset i would talk to her not my parents or siblings or friends. they dont care. they ignore me when i cry or get upset because its "better to let it out" or "easier for it to handle itself". Im ****ing d
xxxGacha-Cookiexxx[OP]
13.11.2021 08:35
Link*done
xxxGacha-Cookiexxx[OP]
13.11.2021 08:39
LinkONLY when i have mental breakdowns does my mom ask if im okay. of course im not ok im having a mental breakdown! My friends started teasing me because i came out to them as pansexual. "how can you love EVERYONE?" "isnt that illegal?" "Ew stay away you might try to kiss me!". Im so so sorry to you guys who care. and im sorry i havent been on as much as i used to. Im aware that this is toxic and something i shouldnt have posted but i needed to inform you all. im sorry
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xxxGacha-Cookiexxx[OP]
13.11.2021 08:59
Linkeven if i dont (die) im gonna quit FA for atlest two or so years.
xxxGacha-Cookiexxx[OP]
13.11.2021 08:59
LinkAnd thank you so much to NoNameOnYt, WhimsicalWhimscott, Alicetheaugirl, Iam- Amethyst-, and bxbatea for being my closest friends. im gonna miss you guys.
xxxGacha-Cookiexxx[OP]
13.11.2021 09:01
Linkthis is getting deleted soon (probably in two or so days) because this is toxic and shouldnt be on FA
Hey please just know that you are really strong brave and beautiful don't let others to ruin your life maybe i can't solve your problems but at least i can help you to feel better we'll understand if you just want to take a break but please don't harm yourself drink some tea meditate do the things you like , talk with a friend im sure that this things will help you to think more properly and healthy don't let them win also the things you have wrote , they aren't toxic at all you are just venting and thats okay..
tsym- just the fact that you went out of your way to stop and type that means a lot to me- i will think about it more. thank you again :)
No problem ^-^ Im not very active but if you feel like this again you can vent me anytime , stay safe ❤