It’s so stupid I mean I know I’m boring and not the kind of friend people stay with. I’m that guy that’s helpful as a friend for a short while and just is forgotten. Call an old friend. Doesn’t remember me until I give a detailed explanation. Calls me by Riley or some shit. That’s normal. Still, it ****in hurts when you realize that your former friends don’t talk to you. People just three months ago were your bffs until you got sent to a ****in mental hospital, and then you come back to realize the people you wanted to talk to hardly talk to you At this point the only one that talks to me regularly is Mist. Everyone else is like ‘oh. Yeah. You exsist’ even milo, despite him talking a bit more than others The main person I want to talk to on another website keeps making excuses not to talk to me. I wish I wasn’t emotional about is. Everything would be great. I miss being oblivious to people leaving me. This ****in sucks. It sucks to have separation anxiety and severe depression. God. This is so