I have blamed the myself for the reasons I can't do a lot of things I want to do like, cosplay, play, and socialize. I can't cosplay because people are racist and I don't want people thinking "Oh that's not right" or "you can't do that." (And yes I am black.) So your basically saying I(We black people) can't cosplay for the rest of my(our) life? This is why some black people change their selves, or kts. I'm not trying to be rude to any color bc we are all human. To the racist white out there, Some of us think your beautiful than us. Why be rude to us? Some people see us as gangsters, shooters, etc what people think probably from the west side, and I'm not those things.

About playing, I go on any game. I be so insecure in games because I cannot decide if I should put my real skin color, cause I think there going to judge me so I just put white skin, or tan. I hate my own skin color and I hate myself. there that is.

I want to go to Japan, but my uncle said, "You can't go because your black." That made me so upset. I was Inspired by CoryxKenshin bc he went to Japan! I wanted to go to so I learned about the Japanese culture. And also learned Japanese. Then once he said that, I stopped learning it. Instead, I learned Norwegian. It was fun.

I don't like this at all.