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anarchist
28.07.2021 20:09
Linkuh oh
I made a joke that made her uncomfy again,,,, shit
It was a good joke though
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I can see you didn’t read my vent.
I’m showing signs of OCD. Not the “ohh everything has to be perfect” kind, but the obsession kind
Did you ever consider the reason behind this? The entire reason I make you uncomfortable?
It’s because I can’t help it.
I have tried, time and time again, to fix myself. But every time I do it it all goes back to the same problem again.
I’m trying, but nothing’s working…
I will get as much help as I can. I’m sorry.
Also I saw your chat with the uh
I can’t remember their username off the top of my head, sorry
But no, you’re not saying anything offensive don’t worry about it
That’s the thing though.
I psychologically cannot love anyone else the way I love you.
I have genuinely tried to move on. Relapsing each time.
Since I can’t respond there I’ll do it here.
You get “hey, you alright?” Because of your behavior.
You’re an alcoholic.
You self-harm frequently.
You’ve been suicidal.
We worry about you. We want you to be happy, to feel like hurting yourself isn’t necessary…
You can’t “get rid of me.”
That’s not how this works…
What you can do is help me.
You see how ****ing damaged I am mentally. I can’t let go; I am literally incapable of doing so.
I’m just asking for you to tell me specifically what needs to change and how.
You’re definitely lying about lots of things.
For one, I know you don’t live anywhere near Japan.
I’m (metaphorically) killing myself, by staying attached.
I can’t ****ing let go.
I’m such a ****ing idiot holy shit
Tension. You and I need to talk
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Dio, let me back this conversation up to before I started going full ****ing idiot mode.
I’m sorry.
I’m gonna go on a two week hiatus.