i want to say something but i dont want any other comments,please dont comment.....i failed everyone i feel like everything MY FAULT LIKE IM WORTHLESS nothing makes sence anymore i dont show my true self i always act so happy and cheerful and omptmistic but..IM NOT i struggling with my mind and how everything thats negitave said to me..i dont forget it i remember everything and most people think ill brush it off BUT I WONT i struggle with even something as short as your fat my brother as bullied me ever since i can remember i have forgot a few things he said but remember that I WAS ABOUT 3 WHEN IT STARTED why am i doing this? all its gonna do is make people feel bad about my self why do i do things i do am i fishing for things people to reguard it to make me feel like people care lets face it no one does UGH WHY AM I SAYING THIS i dont want to be told "you didnt fail" or "its ok!" because it just makes me hungry to do more to make me feel like people care i dont no how other to say it i cant prevent it SO WHY

i want to say something but i dont want any other comments,please dont comment.....i failed everyone i feel like everything MY FAULT LIKE IM WORTHLESS nothing makes sence anymore i dont show my true self i always act so happy and cheerful and omptmistic but..IM NOT i struggling with my mind and how everything thats negitave said to me..i dont forget it i remember everything and most people think ill brush it off BUT I WONT i struggle with even something as short as your fat my brother as bullied me ever since i can remember i have forgot a few things he said but remember that I WAS ABOUT 3 WHEN IT STARTED why am i doing this? all its gonna do is make people feel bad about my self why do i do things i do am i fishing for things people to reguard it to make me feel like people care lets face it no one does UGH WHY AM I SAYING THIS i dont want to be told "you didnt fail" or "its ok!" because it just makes me hungry to do more to make me feel like people care i dont no how other to say it i cant prevent it SO WHY