In most of them, you laugh and mock my reaction until I cry, then you just stop and stare at me All of the dreams end in silence, like you pity me

I hate this feeling, I hate you but in my dreams I’d willingly crawl back into your arms given the chance And I don’t love you, I don’t think my brain gets that

I don’t dream but lately I have, and it’s all about you I hate you, I’m tired and I’m scared to sleep in case I dream again

I hope I’m unpleasant in his thoughts, if that’s the case

Thank you, he was never apologetic about grooming me tho

I like that a whole lot more lmao