Not feeling ok at the moment. Trying to make myself better after one of my oldest friends on here might have suicided. I feel like it's my fault though because of something that happened in the past

This person right here https://flipanim.com/profile?name=CupcakeAssassin She was talking about suicide for long now. And she has probably done it now because she has been offline for ages As damn I don't want to talk about it...