But idk how to go on anymore I've tried everything to get better I'm a complete lost....I don't think I was meant to be part of this world I think things are starting to make sense now
Please, I'm sick of people I love dying, I'm on the verge of breaking and if I lose you, I'm probably next... you being alive is one of the only with keeping me both mentally sane and alive
It's not your fault... I just get too emotionally attached to people that when they die, it's like someone rips my heart out... I've lost a bf to suicide and I don't want to lose you either
Florida. Please don't. I see what this post is saying and i'd like you to stay. Don't bottle up your feelings nor hide them. It wont get any better, it'll build up and build up until it really makes you do something stupid.