Hey do you wanna talk now? I rlly feel like I could help. If not that fine! But I rlly want you to know I’ll miss you like hell if you die.

It's okay not to be okay, it's okay to be sad, mad, or feel guilty, there natural human emotions and are normal, while that doesn't make them good per say, no ones mad at you for having them. Please don't kill yourself, I know it can seem very tempting but trust me it's not a good solution. You're not Shit or a *****, you're a wonderful person, I can tell, the way you don't want to cause problems is enough for me to believe you are amazing. You don't deserve suicide no one does, please don't, so many people care for you and love you, please be strong and keep fighting, just keep hanging on, okay? I read your other post and you deleted before I finished writing this*