You want me to explain?
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Trashy-Life 
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13.03.2020
42 comments
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:15
LinkPlease do, from Mango
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:16
LinkIt’s from almost every thing I do. Every time I want to make somebody happy it turns out wrong and they get mad so I have been just getting stressed out.
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:17
LinkIt’s not normal for me to yell at someone or " abuse " someone. I’m really nice and it’s just the stress and the anxiety makes it hard.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:18
LinkI understand that, I happen to do that a lot, it’s stressful, but it will help you ya know.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:18
LinkAnd about that second part,
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:19
LinkMy anxiety makes me have a bit of anger issues and it makes me wish I didn’t start drawing. Or even having friends at school.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:19
LinkIt was a joke, I guess we took it too far, I’m sorry about that, I can tell them to stop if it starts back up
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:21
LinkThird part,
It’s fine about the anger problems, we all got the, and you know, Friends and drawing can help you in the long run, you can gain a successful career from drawing, and those friends, if they are truly friends, can help you
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:21
LinkAbout the stress I stress out a lot and anger fills it so I have " anger issues ".
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:22
LinkI’m an emotional person who easily gets upset a lot. So anytime I feel like it’s horrible for me to be around I just move away and stay alone.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:23
LinkHey,
When your stressed just talk it out with me or someone
Hell, even yell it at me, I won’t mind, just if you feel better
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:24
LinkI get the emotional part, but like it’s ok, just like I said, talk it out
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:24
LinkI yell at something that will not reply or even try to attack me I talk to myself when I’m not online or even asleep. My imagination friends and myself make me feel safe.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:26
LinkTrashy, if you and your imaginary friends make you feel safe, then, you be you, but know, sometimes you gotta step out that comfort zone
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:27
LinkIt’s worst I tried to make friends. I did then to only find out my ****ing best friend I made and some other girl was talking shit about me.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:30
LinkWell, some are fake friends, some are not, only care about those real friends
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:31
LinkShe really is a good friend to me when there’s nowhere to sit she lets me sit with her even if her knee is broken
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:38
LinkWell have you ended the friendship yet.?
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:41
LinkNope I’m still her friend.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:41
LinkAh, has she done again?
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:41
LinkOr was it once!
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:41
Link?*
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:43
LinkShe didn’t want to plus it was only once.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:45
LinkOh, she didn’t want to? Ah,
That’s a true friend, i guess
Trashy-Life[OP]
13.03.2020 02:46
LinkBut thank you for the talk.
Robotkitten12963
13.03.2020 02:48
LinkAh, it was no problem, but remember again, just @ me if you need to talk
Just don’t try to make people happy then...?
Hurting yourself makes people more upset than anything, though
my dad left me when i was at least10. my mom is a whore, and my sis ran away. i know what your feeling like. i have bipolar and anxiety. it sucks ass. so if you need help ask me, because my goal in life is to make people happy. i dont want others to feel what we are experiencing.
I didn’t even get to see my dad when I was born. I was him when I was 5 when one of grandfathers died.
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I don’t see my dad anymore he’s in jail and my mom has depression.
hey, if you want, i could give you my email so we can talk about this. i think we wold have a good time being friends.
Nah I talk to really good people about my problems and it helps a lot.
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ok but if you ever want to talk in complete private, i will be here with you. i really like you !
Idk if you'll see this...but its not you who's the problem...its the people the surround you in your environment. People, especially at your age, don't understand what empathy is. And idk why it is, but people in big cities don't seem to be that grateful for what they have. You have good intentions and thats what matters most. You don't have to yell or abuse someone either if you dont want to...Always have a backup plan for when times get tough, something that you can use to relieve stress. Remember the song "HOME-Resonance"? That seemed to help you with your stress and anxiety during those scary Friday nights. You could find other songs such as that to help you calm down a bit. We could also try to help you find other stress-relieving methods if needed. As for your art...dont be ashamed of it...its really good and I think that you have a natural talent for it. If thats what you want to do in the future, then do it, **** what the haters say. You are a better person than you think...you are amazing.
Also I’m still sorry I don’t come on Roblox a lot I flip though games at 5 am in the week so I have pick them wisely. Those scary Friday nights finally wanted to end... My friends who I trust so deeply say so too. I do listen to music at some times but your an amazing person too!
The Roblox thing is fine...tbh I just want to be around you...thats the reason I came here in the first place. In fact, i rarely go on Roblox anymore and I just wait for your next post. Idk why but sometimes I just feel like I need to protect you (im sure Mango and Ano feel the same, but that may just be my paranoia and me being overprotective, but still, I care about your well being). I want you to be happy...I want you to be healthy...and I want you to feel wanted.