when i remake this drawing should i remake it usin grayscale actually nvm yall porlly dont care

i accidentally set tf as my pfp while tryna attach it here bro😭😭

ima remake ts on dewdul cuz i just realized maybe its better for me to do it on dewdul than on here considering rn im just tryna copy how my art on dewdul (whenever i do draw there, cuz i rlly dont) looks over here

im sleepy i just took a nap i need another while my moms here

it* not tf for the 3rd comment hdhdhdhdhddhdhdhdhdhdhdh

ik prolly aint nb readin ts should i make Ms. Pearlia (girl in attached drawing) plus sized i rlly want to oh yea while im tb her shes a 35y/o transwoman who own a modeling business called Paria shes verrrryyyyy verrryyyyy rich too she money money bling bling rich

alr lemme get to work ik i burn out qucik already startin to

can i be honest why when i draw myself not my sona but myself as in me irl why when i draw me i look better than my sona that i made to look better than me whats up wit that

im not changin the sona tho i made him when i was 13 he has to stay

i havent started on the drawing yet but thats not the point i feel like a lof of ppl are inhumane cuz like i saw a vid like a day or two ago nd it was abt these cockroaches bein strapped down nd forced to be on this machine i cant rlly explain ti well but it was terrible nd disgusting

i get that theyre bugs but thats weird nd terrible to do to them idc how much you hate them jus step on them btches

then when you point out that its weird to do that shit to bugs ppl wanna tb oh you defendin cockroaches no btch im pointin out what yall are condoning is weird

mfs love to act like 2 things cant be true at once

every time gasoline by hasley come on i become a different person im uncontrollable emotional chaotically proportional visceral reloadable im crazy im crazy im crazy im crazy

i hate my gacha phase sometimes i thought of gasoline by hasley nd immediately thought of twisted animation/gacha memes

are you insane like me been in pain like me bought a 100 thousand bottle of champagne like me just to pour that motherfcker down the drain like me are you high enough without the mary jane like me do you use your water bill to dry the stain like me do the ppl whisper abt you on the train like me sayin that you shouldn’t waste your pretty face like me

i may have fcked up the lyrics its okay tho i havent listened fo the song in years

listenin to it now tho

listened to cry for me by ironmouse all i gotta say is ts prolly wouldnt get as much hate as it is if it was made in like 2019 or sumn

maybe even 2010 hell

ts lowkey ass but its catchu at the same tike idkkkkkk i-i c-c-cant b-be ca-cau-caught l-listening to th-this!!!

honestly the only catchy part of the song for me is the i want you cryin for me sumn sumn sumn sum waah wahhhh wahhh wahhh wahhh thats it that fcking eboy should be removed off of it tho nd maybe it’ll be better idk

cry for me by ironmouse wouldve done numbers in 2018-2019 gacha😭😭✌️✌️✌️

it deadass sound like sumn i would’ve edited my lil gacha characters headboppin to back in my lil gacha phase

oh yea while im tb gacha did you know i quit gacha back in 2019 not bc i stopped likin gacha but bc of gacha heat nd shit

yea anyways

i rlllllyyyyyyy should do soemthing dk what should i stop tryna be a fatass nd wait til everyone gts to make sum cookies nd just make them now while everyones awake nd jus be cookie hoggin

imagine hatin me while im in my room twerkin in a handstand to call me maybe

i remember when gnarly first came out nd everyone was callin it trash now it seem like eb like the song only for that one part tho

from what i heard of the song (since i havent heard the whole thing) i still think the intro to it is trash

boba tea? gnarly tesla? gnarly fried chicken? gnarly partyin in the hollywood hills

goin theu my old msgs nd in tears not jus cuz of nostalgia why did my old best friend (the girl i mentioned likin before but we dont talk anymore) said told me she was home then next thing yk she sayin sausage all caps nd repeatedly ik its random asf but its funny asl😭😭😭

ig its only funny cuz it came from her

OH MY ****ING GOD

so i just remembered i drew ship art of two of my friends bc i shipped them 2 when i was 12…..

gulp…..

i probably sent them the art too….. gulp……

nd i gave rhem a ship name……. gulp……

mind you i went to school wit them they wasnt like online friends or nun……. gulp……

ngl when i was 12 i had hella online friends all of which i stopped talkin to within the same year

i stopped makin friends online til this year literally made 2 so far one which i dont even talk to anymore nd the other i still talk to

tbh most of my online friendships dont last long nd it dont even be like they did sumn wrong we jus go our separate ways thats it

same for my irl friends too, we dont even fall out cuz of an argument or nun we jus go our separate ways thats it

same for my irl friends too, we dont even fall out cuz of an argument or nun we jus go our separate ways thats it

IM CRINEEE AFTER INSAID THAT MY INTERNET WENT OUT FOR A SEC

forgot to mention most of my online friends were made on roblox cuz 12yr old me couldn’t stfu while playin games anyways most of the ppl i was friends wit dont even play anymore so all i see is their inactive accounts bein unused for years nd years nd years nd years

except for one but i havent talked to them inna while either they prolly dont even remember my ass tbh😭😭😭 alr enough abt this

i dont even play roblox enough to be tb other ppl who doesnt anyways😭😭

lowkey wonder how all my old friends in my middle school friend group is doin except for like one

he was racist literallu there was a vid of him sayin nga over nd over nd ian kno abt that til this year nd mfs thought me nd that dude was datin ir liked eachother like mf no i dont

i like GIRLS!!!!! G-I-R-L-S im not gay IM STRAIGHT youre mad youre jealous

youre mad i can have a voice like this nd still be a heterosexual meanwhile youre on grinder wit a faceless picture suckin dick every night to compensate

ngl is it me or the average man ugly…. like they dont look good on average but the average woman is pretty idk

this might just be my preference for women over men tho…. idk

ima stop here cuz i cant talk too much shit abt men when i hate bein biologically female why couldn’t i jus be born without titties nd wit nothing down there

nd also be born wit the ability to change my gender to wtv i feel like like if i feel like bein a girl i can change to bein a girl or if i feel like bein a boy i can change to be a boy or if i feel like bein neither i can change to be neither

so i may be genderfluid

then again most of the time i feel like im neither boy or girl so def nonbinary

but then again at the same time i do feel like havin a gender nd it changes wit time

this gender shit confusing

62 comments god daaammmmnnnnnn i talk too much

if anyone see ts should i put the ship art i made of two of my friends when i was 12

actually no dont answer that

idk WHY i did that shit too😭😭😭 like yea even when i was a lil ass kid addicted to roblox nd gacha life i was a yaoi nd yuri fiend too

oh yea the ship art was of 2 boys too ANYWAYS

idk how they managed to be friends wit my insufferable ass back rhen😭😭 like yea they was 12yrs old too they asses was slightly younger than me nd they still managed to put up wit me bein cringey as heeeellllllllllllllll bro

jt seem like a lot of my friends are younger than me tho is this a sign to grow tf up

i do have older friends but like usually they’re like a year or 2 younger nd if we’re the same age im a few months older i cant wit this shit

am i rlly that immature

ykw actually yea i am but ik im immature asl esp for my age i feel like if nb knew what my age was they’ll think im like 14 or 15 or sum shir

then again now that i thought abt it im dumb asl (((KNOWN FACT))) (((NOTHING NEW)))

the same dude i was friends wit that was racist also kept beggin me for an n-word pass nd i never gave it to him he could be bleedin out nd i still didnt give him one why didnt my stupid ass 12yr old self decide to leave him alone then

tbh ian rlly talk to that dude outside of school much either like he was just a school friend sb that entertains me while im bored in class i rather be wit the girl i liked aka my best friend at the time

idk why but i remember havib a dream abt her nd she was my girlfriend nd i remember kissin her on this playground outside of the middle school we went to (dont judge too much my middle school was a trailer outside of an elementary school cuz my hometown was broke) nd it was nighttimeee it was dark as helllll we was amiring the starrssssssss nd kissseennnnnnn alll night longggggggg crazy dream am i right i remember tellin her but she got weirded out by it i think she jus was in shock she aint say much so i pretended i was disgusted by it prolly shouldnt have tho

i was a coward but what do you expect from flipanim user LOMO11 6 years ago inlove with a girl

i wonder how i’ll be doin if i never discovered this website 7 years ago like would i be more normal will i be journaling my thoughts somewhere else

now that i think abt it im so glad i wasnt up here much durin 2023 cuz everything i would post would be a vent

ik i posted up here durin 2023 tho but it wasnt much cuz like i said i quit art so everything i drew after 2022 was lil lazy shit either my persona or sum shit that took no longer than an hour

it was also every once inna while too like i would go months on end not even thinkin of this website but durin that time tho i was depressed asl

ima jus say i wiuld never wish the pain i went thru that summer of 2023 on anyone

alr bye

ik i said bye but fun fact when i was in my gacha phase i had 6 ocs 3 girls 2 boys nd the 2 boys dated eachother nd 2 of the girls dated eachother nd the last girl was aroace nd hated bein around rhe rest bc theyre all oohhhh ahhhhhh i love you babe omg stawwwppppp bae staawppppppp omggg hehe around her😭😭😭

not a str*ight person in sight then nd even now wit my ocs whcih the bulk of them are jus robkox avatars, literally like 2 of my ocs are str*ight

ok bye fr this time

or do yall think im unemployed cuz to the tell the truth i am but its forced on me i quite literally have to be home watchin my siblings particularly my lil brother tho since my lil sister doesnt watch him well

okay bye fr this time tho