poly crackship with ethan winters and soren i just shoved myself in there unwanted

i hate being a wingman because then i get jealous but nobody wants to hear abt that

story of my fricking life

ethan we can be a gay couple in secret and nobody will know except from me you nyan

also henry

everytime i look at my post i see some bullshit writing about how im stupid for ever thinking i could be something to you

and everytime i think of my old friend i cant help but feel really sad because we were. so close

but this is literally just me talking about useless slop because nobody will talk to ME

that moment you can tell soren isnt worth the help in relationships because he wont let it get through his mind ethan has trauma where he doesn't want to be in relationships anymore ok

poor ethan im so sorry for doing that im a horrible friend

if anyones reading this chain dont worry its just whats on my mind

i WILL be killing myself soon

jk

but why is it everytime i open the web or some shit like that i get told i suck

i feel like i really do

i actually cant anymore 😕 i have no outlet and i just feel like ugh i dont know im just typing words atp what the hell am i doing with my life

i feel so guilty for something i cant control i probably look insane right now

some of these guys are everything i hate in a person everything that me and nyan hate in a person and i just despise it i despise it so bad

am i just ****ing insecure