(18+ because themes of suicide and such) Today, I learnt that my dog has cancer. Thankfully, it's only in her nose, and hasn't spread anywhere else. That was the cause of her breathing+bloody nose problems that I've talked about in a previous anim. My family and I are still waiting for biopsy results, which will come on Sunday and tell us what type of cancer she had. If I'm being honest, if my dog dies, there's a high chance that I'll die as well. Probably by suicide. That dog helped me through some of my darkest times and means the world to me. Any suicidal thoughts will probably be amplified ten fold if she dies. I know some of you didn't need to hear this, but I just wanted to vent/rant about it a bit. Sorry <3