It was honestly just a depressing time and my grandma (pediatrician) suggested I go see a doctor just to be sure for the thing in my chest

I overthink too much It’s okay though cuz I get to take home a turkey leg >:3

Crying now cuz I was trying to fix my screen protector and I ****ing broke it and I don’t have any back ups and I drop my phone basically every day

I can’t wait two weeks to order one not that I have any ****ing money to in the first place because everything is ****ing expensive and my moms been a total asshole all day This is it I’m gonna drop it again and it’s not gonna open JUST like the last phone

I wish I was dead right now My head is screaming at me to take a kitchen knife to the throat It’s not like they’ll actually believe I’ll do it I mean They’ve seen me walk into my room on multiple occasions with the small knives

There hasn’t been a single day this entire week that I haven’t thought of suicide

Getting upset again for no reason I don’t really want to shut down but it feels like the only choice I have Someone’s always yelling at me, arguing with me or something always makes me upset and I can never just Deal with it I want to be able to cry and have someone fix it for once I always have to fix it myself, and more than half the time I don’t actually “fix it” I just make it worse

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What’s the point anymore..why am I trying so hard.. so what if ONE person wants me to keep going..they could just want something from me I’m drained and useless now

I genuinely do not have the strength to keep this up, I can’t keep trying to fix a broken home I can’t keep trying to fix a broken body I can’t keep trying to fix whatever is going on in my head I feel like I’m going crazy

I can just ignore it It’s fine for now

Hello my loveeeeee

I missed you moreeee

As long as it doesn’t stress you out

Hi