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fireminx13
28.07.2022 16:46
LinkAh wait that happen I'm sorry that happen I didn't even see you post if you did I'm sorry
:0 holy shit I rmeember you, I wondered why you left the Ethan bean acc.
i was sad because you were one of the first people to comment on my first account here.
yoo man it's so good to see you. i hope you're doing alright atm, i'm sorry that happened to you. you didn't deserve it
It's all just.. really unfortunate, that this all happened to you. You seem like you've improved over time, and matured. I know I used to be a pretty bad 'follow the crowd' person and would hurt people here for very little reason. And I really hope I wasn't someone who hurt you. And if I did, I sincerely apologize. There's a few people I need to apologize to here, but most of them left already, possibly because of the insane harassment that would occur a couple years ago.
Ty, man. You seem to have those qualities, too. I know I didn't really interact with you much, so I can't say for certain you always have had them, but I can say for certain you have them now. This place is hell, as someone who's been here 4-5 years and had a notable following for the last year of it, I gotta say, it takes a lot out of you to keep your composure on certain things. Especially things that mean a lot to you. I go off on trolls occasionally but it can be difficult to not completely fall off the rails and break to certain things. I certainly couldn't manage this if I was even two years younger. (Kinda rambled at the end there, but it was supposed to be about that I don't really blame you for the things you said to those people)
Yeah, I tried to keep a lot of this bottled inside. I knew I wanted to say something but they have a larger following than me. More people will see them than me. I'm only miniscule to them. I'm surprised I even have 1000+ followers right now. I wouldn't say I deserve them, but I had to fight for them pretty damn hard. I just want someone to like me art and be allowed to like it despite maybe my past. Im not the cleanest person on this planet but no one is. I just focus on improving and getting better. This is just something I really needed to talk about because it affects me a lot. So thank you for listening, and being here at all despite us not knowing each other very well. It means a lot.