If I was gone I’d free up more room for people with more potential. I am just one person in seven or eight billion people. One grain of sand. If you took out a drop of water from the ocean or you took a grain of sand from the desert, nothing would change. … I can’t. I can’t do this anymore. But… I can’t bring myself to try to leave. Not again. I Want To Leave. Leave existence. Leave this family. I love my grandparents. I love you all. I love you Jericho. I love all of my friends I have made here.