life is... hilariously stupid

12.04.2020 00:29

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if i grow up i will live a lonely life and probably not be successful or helpful in any way

12.04.2020 00:32

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its really just funny we have no reason to live the world just wants to toy with us and then watch us die

12.04.2020 00:32

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I wish I could help.

12.04.2020 00:32

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honestly I agree with the second part. We're all born to die. What's wrong?

12.04.2020 00:33

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you existing helps please keep existing

12.04.2020 00:33

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i know its so weird everything seems wrong

12.04.2020 00:33

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if I died I'd still exist, deep thought. But I'll try I guess. You living helps me stay existing.

12.04.2020 00:34

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oh you know what i mean. keep living. thats good. you living helps me exist too

12.04.2020 00:34

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They listening to music, or drawing, or talking, or writing. It helps. I dont want you want to die.

12.04.2020 00:35

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Try* not they.

12.04.2020 00:35

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hmm okay. i will try. i dont want you to ever die. living would get boring if you couldnt die though

12.04.2020 00:36

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That is true. But honestly, no matter what I'm probably still gonna die around my 20s to 30s. That's something I already know. But maybe we could stay together and alive until then.

12.04.2020 00:37

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Possibly 40s even.

12.04.2020 00:38

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i would want to be happy and alive together for at least a little while. why do you think you will die so early?

12.04.2020 00:39

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I'm gonna end up being a v*per. I may even do drugs. One day I may even kill myself. But there are other ways I could die at a younge age. Which is why I think that.

12.04.2020 00:39

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smoker.

12.04.2020 00:41

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I mean itd be better to die slow by smoking than killing myself wouldn't it? I still wanna die, but not as fast. Plus even if there is still the after marh, I could stop smoking whenever.

12.04.2020 00:41

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Math* not marh.

12.04.2020 00:41

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hmm drugs are probably gross. like just. ew. idk. id rather you not do them because they are more likely to ruin any good life you were having/going to have and please never kill yourself. i love you so much. i want you to live the best life possible

12.04.2020 00:43

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The reason people get addicted to them and eventually die because of drugs, is because they appeal to them. So basically, drugs arent good for people, but people find them good.

12.04.2020 00:43

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imean thats true i just want to see what smoking is like i dont think i would ever end up like one of my grandmas though. she smokes all the time and does drugs constantly and i dont know if she is still in her little apartment anymore

12.04.2020 00:43

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So they're probably not as gross as you find them.

12.04.2020 00:44

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eh, true. get high off myself so i wouldn't do drugs lmao like last night the ground just earthquake but not a real earthquake

12.04.2020 00:44

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12.04.2020 00:44

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Honestly I feel like I'd only smoke every once and a while if I don't get addicted. but I cant promise I wont

12.04.2020 00:44

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Do you have schizophrenia?.

12.04.2020 00:46

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yeah. same. and you dont have to promise. just dont be like my grandma and have your life about the worst it can get. she does meth (idrk what that it is) and smokes like an entire pack in an hour she sometimes has nowhere to live and her family cut her off ;/ dont end up like her please

12.04.2020 00:47

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uhh i dont think i do. the therapist says its normal when i look at the ground and it moves like ground shouldn't. nobody else ever talks about that though

12.04.2020 00:47

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I mean I'll try Meth is basicat just a drug that people get high off of. Cant really go in depth because I dont know either

12.04.2020 00:48

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Basically* Honestly I think you probably do? Cause you hear shit and see trippy stuff and i dont think that's normal but what even is normal lmao