i don't understand why you should do this, i understand that things are hard, even for me, but also it doesn't mean you must end your life, you say this a dozen times but you're still here, and its bc you do not want to end your life but you cut yourself bc you think its what makes the pain goes away when i think its bc it makes you happy you try to numb the pain, knives, alcohol, drugs sure it might make you happy but its just sickness, so why say things like this when you're still here, ik you can make it and ik you can try better, and im sorry iv barely been around to talk to you but what keeps me happy is your emotions in your drawings and its what help inspire me that you can do it so plz don't, i wuv u!🥰