before i woke up i heard myself SCREAMING something about "don't do it please" it was actually pretty ****ing scary and for some odd reason both of them were there, one holding me back the other going to do something to themselves, i just can't bare the feeling that they thought i killed myself so they tried overdosing i almost killed someone.. and a special someone, well im telling you this, i wont be on again until march, i hope you make up your mind then, i want to be more than your friend but i understand perfectly..