Nevertheless I lost 4 months of progress today. All because kids don’t know when enough is enough

So yea…I’m the entire reason my Spanish class doesn’t get a free day on Friday- and everyone in there was so pissed off at me. Then today when I was spending forth period in my favorite teachers room some girls starting talking shit about me because I kept walking in and out asking my teacher for advice on how to start a conversation with this person I wanted to be friends with So yeah. I got talked about while I was right there in two classes And then I broke down at the end of the day because I’m so frustrated that I can’t just be normal I just cut my hand a bit Not too deep It’ll probably heal in a couple days actually.. But my teacher is cool- told me I should be comfy with being weird and awkward until I finally learn to make relationships easier He said he’d always be there for me no matter what He’s cool

So kids are horrible but I’m gonna try and be easier on myself tomorrow and try to ignore those assholes.. Be less critical of myself Yea. Mm I dunno I think I should just turn in for the night- I don’t care I haven’t eaten properly in three days, two bowls of cereal is enough 🥰 Not like there’s anything to cook anyway

Yeah..I’m just gonna go to bed- it’s stupid sorry

I don’t know yet- still trying to process what I did

Thanks mama