the sum up of it is that as i started middle school my mother started abusing weed, cocaine, ext.. and she never really seemed to - give me and my siblings the attention we needed when we needed it. she shut us out and everyday i just get more clingy/attention needing. but that kinda sucks when i have anxiety and cant talk to anyone about it... i want my mom back, i wanna hug her and snuggle with her like i used to as a child..

i know some of you may know that im in a foster home i just really need to get that off my chest and talk about it. even if no one sees it..