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Loops1[OP]
27.12.2018 23:12
Linkuse you oc's
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1-Mirror mirror on the wall
2-tunnel Vision on the floor
3-In the scale of things its unimportant
4-So no talking but still its an intrusive thought
5-try hard to correct it
6-But nothing was effective
7-No one else seemed so obsessed with it
8-things were desperate
9-Till the voice crept in
10-i can help you..
11-Trust me..
12-you're ready
13-Its so dangerous
14-but it said to have faith in it
15-the secret is to just be
16-empty
17-Didn't know if it was wise to listen
18-But why could it hurt to try
19-And at first it was working
20-but then things were emerging
21-cracked lips and tired eyes
22-im hungry with no appitite
23-im shivering and shaking and i tell myself its fine
24-But,you cant fool your body you can only fool your mind
25-Empty!
26-i just need to be empty
27-Hide from anybody who'll prevent me
28-just fill up on water and shame
29-no im not hungry i just ate
30-i've developed a taste for this
31-endure the never ending ache
32-Convince myself im in control
33-and its not All the voice that makes me sick
34-INSIDE ITS E_E_E_E_EMPTY
35-I KNOW ITS WRONG IM LOOKING BUT I CAT SEE MYSELF
36-INSIDE ITS E_E_E_EMPTy
37-I KNOW ITS WRONG BUT ITS SO HARD TO STOP IT ALONE
38-been getting even worse
39-All the days begin to merge
40--just a blurry haze
41-and now its almost second nature
42-to ignore the urge
43-Cant trust my own nature
44-every calorie a FAULURE
45-gotta push the intake down every day
46-Cause the voice comes back to say
47-you want to eaT?
48-bite your tounge
49-dont want so stay an embarrassment
50-just have to stomach it
51-They dont know
52-what you want
53A tug of war against common sense
54-Dont waNNA belive ive over stepped
55-But its so overwhelming
56-and i hope no one can tell
57-cause the numbers keep decraseing
58-This ordeal is becoming routine,check
59-arms back neck thighs
60-suck it in and pinch my sides
61-Scales are betraying me
62-the mirror is a lie
63-NUMBERS!
64-it all comes down to numbers
65-i know its wrong but just because your'e color blind
66-does not mean you can see the colors
67-Fine i admit im adicted
68-but the hunger feels good
69-how do i quit this?
70-I know i could die
71-ive seen the statistics
72-But the voice is with me though thick and thin
73-INSIDE ITS E-E-E-EMPTY
74-I KNOW ITS WRONG IM LOOKING BUT I CANT SEE MYSELF
75-INSIDE ITS E-E-E-EMPTY
76-I KNOW ITS WRONG BUT ITS SO HARD TO STOP IT ALONE
77-INSIDE ITS E_E_E_EMPTY
78-I KNOW ITS WRONG IM LOOKING BUT I CANT SEE MYSELF
79-INSIDE ITS E_E_E_EMPTY
80-I KNOW ITS WRONG BUT ITS SO HARD TO STOP IT ALoNE
