SO!! WHY did i make this post haha! well i just wanted tooo clear up a few thingsss yeaahhh a lot of my followers arent active in fa in 2026, and thats honestly a really good thing because of everything ive been seeing over the past few weeks maybe even a year idk,, im glad u guys are actually doing something with your lives haha im not gonna update you guys on how or where ive been you dgaf abt that. im here to apologize for all the hurt ive caused to EVERYONE ive ever known on here over the years because it keeps me up at night sometimes and it really sucks to know ive probably majorly hurt someone throughout my time on this website to start, when i first joined this website, i met galaxythevixen (nic), ghostfur(alice) and i forgot his ****ing fa user name becuse he SWITCHED SO MUCHHH but his names kevin (dw kevin i love you even if the ai overview for me and nics relationship literally just talks about us going “KEVIN BEEEFINGGGGG”) and we were,,, close ? close enough anyway

BUT i had treated them terribly, some of the stuff i said to nic in particular was abhorrent and i dont think i could ever apologize enough to him for any of the stuff i said. i actuvely talked behind peoples backs too, putting them down over simple misunderstandings. this had even began to spread to my personal life and i lost a whole friendgroup over it 4 years ago which really opened my eyes to how toxic i was. i was actively antagonistic to kevin and alice as well. why bring this up? it shows the extent of my toxicity on this website. i do not feel as if i can apologize for my actions properly without first acknowledging what i did to all of them, and i hope they find some sort of solace (saying that like i literally dont text nic almost every second of every day 😭😭😭 hes never finding solace)

with that out of the way, i can get into the other things that i have done and need to apologize for. like thinking i was cool for hacking the accounts of so many young kids with dreams that were unfortunate enough to have their passwords leaked. i would actively wait for people to go into a private anim to share their password so i could log in an effectively ruin their accounts, and there is no excuse for this, ill be honest, i had no motive for doing so other than wanting a feeling of power and status. my age nor my motive was ever an excuse for this, as i was just being vindictive and cruel. i was old enough to have the brains not to do such a thing, and the fact i still did it despite this is something i need to learn and own. i am sorry to anyones accounts who i had ever ruined, even if they didnt know it was me. i am sorry that you were the victim of my cruelness simply because i needed to have a power trip. sorry won’t get back all the anims that were deleted, and thats gut wrenching to think about.

i was also honestly a bit of a contest scammer, but this wasnt something i had done intentionally. life just happened and i never really could get those entries finished. i mean, if some of you are still active ill do them now i guess? 😭😭 if u even still want them that is BAAAHH im trying to think of what else i need to address

one of the more petty things i had done was put up anims titled “ill rate your art” just so i could put other people down. my ratings were always biased and unfair, i am aware that this is one of the smaller things ive done, and that they are nowhere near as bad as saying what i said to my friends or hacking accounts. but it needed to be recognised and i need to apologize for the passion i couldve killed by doing that. i acted like a kid on the playground. “i dont like you so your art sucks and you should quit.” there were a lot of anims like that. i remember i used my oc to put peoples character designs down too. i really hope the people i hurt by doing this still use those characters to some degree. they were all really cool, and im sorry that my younger self couldnt see the passion, effort and love that went into the work of you guys

diving in a bit deeper into my old anims around the cosmo era if anyone remembers her (prbably not), im sorry to anyone who i had worried sick with my spirals that would happen all the time when i was younger. the number of times i was genuinelt threatening to leave over the smallest inconveniences mustve been so draining for everyone to deal with. i will admit, i used to have extremely big bouts of jealousy, because i was a beginner at art, i thought it was just because i was bad at it. i know now that was never the case, i had just simply not found my style yet. i hope that the people who were exhausted from trying their hardest to make me fanart to cheer me up are living lives where this still isnt happening to them.

if i said i wasnt still active on this website id be a liar. im still extremely active ill be honest. i just dont… associate with this account anymore? i dont know if i ever will,,, i drew this post in a completely different artstyle so that it coukdnt really be traced back to my main but sadly i think my pfp already looks like thatvaccounts artstyle anyway soooo :p if i can think of anything else, ill put it here, if there is anything else that you remember, please tell me

HOLY GALEXYTACO JUMPSVARE WHAT THE **** dude i was lowkey just stalking latest comments on my other account and saw this here STOP id honestly tell you my new acc cus we used to actuallt know each other i just cant do it here sigh unless you hage socials or something id love to actually talk to you again

its xiezow im prett sure…!