Im exhausted I try really hard but no one cares they only care about what im doing wrong. I was taught to never say that i needed help or that something was wrong and now people are mad at me for not asking for help and trying to talk about my problems.

I dont want to have to have my friends take care of me. Theyre not a therapist. They shouldnt have to be there for me nearly every damn day because i can hardly stand living. They have hard lives too.

Every single day I start pulling at my hair in school from stress and i almost start crying or sometimes i do cry. I always feel so tired snd sad and i feel like nothing even matters and ive felt that way for so long that i dont even think i can be saved anymore. Why does nobody believe in me. Why must i prove to be ill. Why cant you just help me. I dont want to be put through more tests. I dont like being put on random drugs to see what they will do to me. I dont like anything

Why dont you believe me. Why

Oh yeah nooo im faking autism cuz its cute right guys! So cute im just soo different!

Im faking all of it LOL thays why i attempted last year JUST FOR FAKESIES lols.. just a silly little joke!

god why cant everyone just leave me the hell alone i dont want people to care about me anymore i dont want anyone. I dont want anyone to like me. I want to be forgotten so i can die and not hurt anyways feelings or whatevrr. I am so tired of being optimistic because nothing gets better. Ever

Im done trying to maintain relationships with my friends i jhst cant do it anymore its too much i csnt take anymore i just need to be left to rot i cant

Sorry. Please just dont talk to me anympre please

I donr want your help anymors

I dont want to be here anymore id like to be reborn as something else please just not myself