im so goddamn tired of never having someone who can stay by me, and just cherish that im there, and can cheer me up when i feel down but i wont have someone i wont have anyone once i tell him i know that I'll be back at square one but then again.. people aren't obligated to care. they're just there because it makes them look good. not that they love you, not they want you to know they're there it's all an act it's never real My parents have each other My sister has real, actual friends that care for her My big sister has her boyfriend My big brother has his girlfriend who am I left with? someone who I get to talk to with for maybe a day and a half before they leave for another two goddamn weeks? i love him so much but I barely even get to talk to him... it doesn't help he lives far away.. I just want someone...