everytime I see ep 6 of md in my recommended page on yt a huge wave of anxiety hits me in the face. I am probably never going to watch it again since its a trigger for me I just want to be able to watch md without having to get scared over a dumb episode I don't know what even happened but the 2 times I watched it I was sent into a panic attack and felt very scared, I had no idea where I was and who I was, I just don't even know what happened. Its really stupid and pathetic. But I hope I can get over it soon!!!! Because its making me angry at myself

Anyways my brother is playing pvz in theother room and I can hear the zombies crunching on the plants hhelp😭

I don't want to get my hands dirty because it feels yucky so I'm eating my cereal by sticking my tongue in the bowl I look like a frog

Im going to my dads house for a few hourz tonight so will be onlien a bit before bed but that's it :(( but! I should be online a lot for weekend!!