okay so 1. lost two friends. 2. i lost motivation. 3. got told off on a whiteboard for "seeking attention" and "Fake depression" I have all that proof and you all don't have to believe me, i forgot on 4. i got out of someones life (Break up) ya'll remember that i told ya'll. whoever that person is, idk what the hell i did wrong, i just wanted to draw my bfb stuff (christmas style) and yeah.

Let me do what i wanna do, i don't mean no harm I'm tired of this huge problem and now I'm technically getting more hate maybe cuz i am living on this thing we all call earth.

I don't even know who this person is and what i did to them, like whats the point of bringing things down on me? 1. what did i do? 2. I do need help on solving things out and changing and i might not need some help to actually do something right by my own. I give up a lot and I just cry it out, my friends tell me to cry it out.. but I've probably lost them as well.. i am too tired to handle things by my own, I'm scared to cry in front of my sister because then she'll bother me and i'll cry more about it.