Tossing and turning with a racing mind. Nobody would even ever be so kind. Please turn off the lights, turn off the lights. I need to get shut eye tonight. These people I live with. Blood I share with their stupidity. Adults show no mercy, no mercy. Just let kids be, don't be like that. I wish I could take my medicine. If they didn't take it showing no common sense. You're twenty, you're twenty, in your twenties. Maybe you shouldn't stay late at parties. Nothing like being related to monsters. They are causing me so much stress. Please let me just be as happy. I don't care of your tragedy. Why must you be this way? Why did she let you stay? I can no longer hear you. Sorry, but I can't hear the nonsense. I don't remember what happened. Maybe one day I'd end up dead. You taking everything, makes me spiral. Spiraling down, as I fall.

I wish I could take my medicine. If they didn't take it showing no common sense. You're twenty, you're twenty, in your twenties. Maybe you shouldn't stay late at parties. Nothing like being related to monsters. They are causing me so much stress. Please let me just be as happy. I don't care of your tragedy. Wish you had something in your head. Wishing that I was born brain dead. You should have just left. Now, it's hard for me to breathe. Where's my medicine, Where is my medicine? I'm ill in my mind, can't make sense. I'll toss and turn with my racing mind. Nobody can ever be so kind. Nobody would help me. The ones who are meant to see. They take my medication as normal. I'd see you at my funeral. 

SO DID I

I KEEP READING IT AS "RACIST MIND"

IT'S CANON IRL

lol it's intended to be slow and gets faster at the end but the last couple of verses would be at average pace for songs.