last night was so weird i don't remember much of it but i ate like 1/3 of a dozen donuts and a bunch of mcdonalds and threw up because i was convinced my friends all hated me and were going to leave me and i cut myself a lot despite the fact my mum saw and like my friend was just trying to get me to relax😭 sorry fag friend ily/p i actually almost blocked him too he's a good friend shoutout to him!!! i'll probably draw him a little something as a gift for always being there for me especially when im having little things like that, because it's clearly a lot of work!!! and he's awesome so he deserves it. genuinelydon't know why he hasn't cut contact with me especially because thefact i've told him i hate him before and ghosted him!!! anywya enough ofthis

idkhowto draw guys wish me luck