Im so pissed off oh my god i cannot stand this kid sometimes

He always ratting me out and trying to stop me from doing things that are "irresponsible" and he always bosses me around like you are not my parent and i will not hesitate to scream in your face

Im so angry right now he is so so frustrating hes like a robot always following my mother and fathers rules and getting me and my step sister in trouble when we dont even if it doesnt even do anything bad

My typing is messed up im just so pissed rn because he is 18 and my parents havent taught him a single thing and they treat him like he is the perfect child even though they always deny it

Literally had to raise myself through traumatizing mistakes online and he didnt so he has no idea what he is doing and my parents have the audacity to say they care about us when they literally neglected us all the time as children and teenagers and still now they do

Like wdym you wont even let us go to the park or the beach we're KIDS WHO WANT TO PLAY OUTSIDE so i just got all my dopamine from the internet instead because you dont even have to do anything for your kid and theyll be happy for a while

I wish i got to be a kid im so mad

Then they'd get mad at me and make me feel disgusting and id cry when they saw i was watching inappropriate content at the ripe age of 8 and then they didnt do anything about it so i just got worse and worse

And my mom absolutely pissed me the **** off yesterday by telling me that i am "traumatized by everything" just the thought is making me so angry i just want to scream in her face because i am SO tired

And she had the audacity to point out that carrying plushies with me everywhere is going to make me get bullied and that i shouldnt do it because other people dont do it like oh my ****ing god you are a special ed teacher and you dont even understand your own CHILD WHO CLEARLY HAS AUTISM AND HORRIBLE ANXIETY I NEED THIS STUFFED ANIMAL TO HELP ME THROUGH THE DAY YOURE SO ANNOYING i want to rip things apart im getting so mad

I wish my mom would just shut her mouth and listen because she never listens its like im living in some sort of eternal hell with no escape and my dads house isnt any better either i literally cant escape this shit im so tired 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

Me: hey i dont feel good My mom: you know what I DONT FEEL GOOD so you dont matter Me: why do you never listen to me My mom: i listen to you all of the time you always come talk to me !!! (Lie) Me: it feels like you don't care about me My mom: YOU UNGRATEFUL SHIT I DO EVERYTHING FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok i need to calm down im sorry

I need to calm down

Im crying literally