Not to say I'm not still Gross, I'm sure I will cringe at my current self far inthefuture. Even smilingnyan,someone whosoent lots of time crituiquing me to try helping me improve, couldn't getthroughmy thick skull that not everything is a joke, I'm glad that I'm not popular anymore, not sure how iwould be able to take it honestly, and glad itook breaks before I could embarrass myself more