then mid drawing i hadda take a shit right aftr my fckign showrr my day already bad nd it barly started

thats not the point tho

hows everyones day goin i havent been on here for a few days but thats bc im #lowkey losin interest i this site again idkkkk idk guys idkkkkk

wait nvm anyways jus incase yall was curious (yall wasnf) for the past few days i been literally doin nothing

not a fckass thing actually

i been playin roblox nd skate more but outside of that

nothing

not even be on my phone except for yesterday but thats bc i rlly rlly rlly wanted to listen to music

flipanims tryna silence me already they knew this shizo was bouta say sum crazy shit💔

i had a lot of thoughts i wanted to say under this post but now that i posted idk what to say wooewewwwew wowwwwwww

rs why does it seem like every time i comw back to tjis wrnsire sumn always happens while im gone wtf goin on

do i needa stay so everything stays normal orrr

yea i rlly cant think of what i rlly came here to say did i shit my thoughts out or sumn

i-i d-d-d-did p-push r-rlly…. h-hard tho…..

i did watch this short film on youtube yesterday

it damn near made me cry, it was so fcking sad it felt like i was reliving a moment

yall wanna kno sumn i found out abt myself

before i got my binder like when i ordered it i was thinkin when i finally get it i would start usin my titties as an accessory like i would decide if my fits wouldnlook better wit or without them but now its like… ion wanna see them btches at all

today i hadda go outside without my binder on bc it hadda dry nd i procrastinated too fcking long that by the time i left the house it was still dryin anyways i didnt feel like myself i felt idk

like sumn was missin? didnt like bein outside without the binder on

also im sellin damn near all the pants i have

cant wear them anymore, my stomach is gettin bigger nd bigger the more i eat which i gotta do or else i’ll just relapse to not eatin/barely eatin

im not gon talk too much on this topic tho since its personal

also the pants i literally struggle puttin on too its not jus my stomach its my ass nd thighs too😓 forgot i was bottom heavy

theyre jeans for the most part, one is sweat pants nd one is pajamas nd the rest of the 8 that so far ik are jeans wide leg jeans

except for like…. one

which is flared jeans

thats all for tn

talk to yall later

night night, eat the bed bugs if they bite