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28.06.2025
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MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:46
LinkWHI ELSE love impulsive thoughts. Hashtag. NOT ME. was pouring out a bunch of pills for vacation and my mind started being like yooo imagine if u overdosed RN.🤣😂😂 it literally felt like i blacked out for a moment and it was suddenly that summer day in 2023 when i attempted and oh my god it was horrifying i managed to get all my pills in the container which was like a nightmare since i have 4 so i had to dump out 8 of each pill which was like idk it was scary i thought i was going to lose control of myself and swalloe them all
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:47
LinkThis happened the other day too at school we were doing a lab with candle and my thoughts kept telling me to touch the fire i wanted to touch it and my friend kept reaching towards it so i finally freaked out and told her to blow it out and she did and then we just sat down and that was really really scary
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:48
LinkLike its not those haha what if i touched fire thoughts its those i am going to touch it i am not in control of myself im going to burn myself thoughts
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:51
LinkIt was genuinely terrifying i cant control myself sometimes and its my fault for not taking my meds consistently idk why i just dread taking them all the time i could walk right next to them and i still wouldnt take them i took them today though
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:52
LinkIdk the last time a brushed my teeth i tried to brush off some plaque for just a second this morning without toothpaste and it hurt really bad because i have cavities
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:53
LinkIm gonna take a shower though
MaxiTheNerd[OP]
28.06.2025 01:54
LinkSometimes i like taking a shower because i get to listen to music and it makes me happy i am gonna listen to mitski
