oh great, simon's having another breakdown. im too sensitive, i cant bring anything to anyone. i cant even make myself happy. im trapped in this stupid body and everyones so sick of hearing me complain about my problems. sometimes i feel like i should just end it all, and i wish i could, but i cant. i cant because im afraid my dad will shoot heroin again. i cant because im afraid ill go to crisis stabilization camp and fall in love again, and get my heart broken. i cant because im afraid ill leave everyone behind. i cant because im afraid of what comes next. im so scared, im so trapped. why cant i just be okay? i cant. i cant ever be okay, and thats my own fault.