Basically I woke up and I was happy then breakfast came, my mom sat next to me and said, "You know this is going to take all in me just to not kill you." So we're talking she starts yelling then she trows me on a wall and slaps me twice. I was upset of course but I didn't cry if I did that then well .p.

so after she yelled at me some more I went to my room and cried there---- she then continues doing my closet and then yells at me and ignores me

so I get a bit sad--- I then make a post asking if I should go live with my dad and someone said yes so I went to go tell her and then she says, "OH THANK GOD! I hate you more than I hate your father! Your so worthless I did everything for you! I went through hell for you!" so I just stood there and just looked at her and went back to my room

And I'm sitting there like, "Ya know what he does really hate me" So a few hours pass by and she says,"I'm going to take a shower when I'm done you make the choice to live here or with your father and TRUST me the grass over there isn't even brighter." So I was like WEll I'M DoNE WiTh ThIS CrAP so I got my shoes on and waited, aid goodbye to my sisters, and my dogs. But then I started crying SO MUCH cause like I was gonna miss them and my dogs )not my mom( so I made the choice to stay but then my mom was like, "Ok brush your teeth"

And I asked her why she said, "Well I haven't decided if I still want you" then a few hours passed by and I asked if I should pack she said, "NO they're not YOUR stuff your going with what your wearing."So few hours passed she decided to keep me but she's hella mad! She said she's either taking me to my dad's or giving me to my Nana until stuff is cleared. But like She doesn't even WANT me anymore

but the BESTT part is she said, "If you go to your fathers then you can't visit, you can't visit the dogs one you leave your no longer apart of this family we have NO business with you." Also I think she threw my computer on the ground or something

I have no idea why she is.... but OHHH boy I'm not even done ;-;

lol ok

I finished now ;w;

well I wish I could last time I tried I ended up with a deaf ear for a whole month 👁️👄👁️

No she only picks on me. Most of the time I only get in trouble because my sisters did something when I was in the other room. She says I need to set an example--- I'm literally on the other side of the house

Well normally whenever that stuff happens they just huddle together in their room listening and when I come up to go to mine the youngest continues watching her show and the middle says, "Are you alright? I heard all of that..." honestly I feel really bad for them, they have to hear their older sister get hurt while they hide in fear hoping they aren't next

oh ok I have to go to bed anyways night^^

;-; oop----

wait go on the docs I have news :0