My brother always sees me doing nothing, just like my mom and her boyfriend. We can have our good moments, though they end quickly. I can never find my self happy, or good at anything. I can't have friends i'm comfortable with, because then my mom makes them seem like a bad person. If whenever I do move, I'll just avoid people and not make friends. Better off that way anyway. I enjoy having the friends I have at the moment. I don't want to lose them. But, I will eventually. I am going to be moving to Florida at some point, just not right now. So I still have my friends, thankfully. I just cant wait to go up to my dads house. I'll be more free there.

I feel more emotional at my dads house. Though I don't like to be emotional, but I feel better when i'm up at my dads. I feel like I can actually cry without being told, "You crying won't make me feel sorry for you." Which i'm happy about not being told that, up at my dads house. I'll be up there for my freshman year of High School. Sure I won't have my phone or anything for a long time each day, but i'll be fine. I'm just on my phone constantly at my moms house, just so I can drown my feelings out. But anyway- I just cant wait to go up to my dads house.