Still kinda really hate Christmas It just feels like a normal day really Parents didn't really get us any presents, nor did we have a tree. We kinda just. Went through today like every other day. Granted we said "merry christmas" to eachother, only once but?? Is that really all? I guess I'm glad I didn't get the usual "what do you want for christmas" question, I don't know what I want, and if I do want something. I don't want it to be too expensive, it's just a burden really. It makes me sad seeing everyone else getting gifts and spending time with family, while I'm just here, sitting alone. Kinda just. Wondering. What I did wrong? Parents really just feel like roommates, I'm losing attachment to a lot of things I loved. It's really. Nkt.bokay. and I don't know what to do about it