Moms taking me to get a diagnosis for my mental health on Tuesday! so that's great... I mean, it's sad that I need it, but at least I'll be aware of what's wrong with me. Instead of just being like, "Welp, I can't take my mind, I'm self destructive, and there's nothing I can do.". Idk It's hard to explain in words, but I probably won't sleep tonight, too much energy!.