Im kind of your average girl. Going through school,meeting new friends really nothing out of the ordinary. I have this feeling though that everyone im around doesnt like me but i know that they probably dont even know me. So I continue with my day. Oh what do you know its lunch time. I go to sit down at a table and no one is sitting anywhere near me cause they arent there that day. So im alone. These three kids walk up to me and ask me why i never talk. And being shy i just give them a small shrug. Then they start to get angry and yell at me why i never talk. I get really sensitive to things and yelling was one of them. So i start to cry. They continue to yell at me for being sensitive and then they leave. I'm also shy because i dont really like to talk to new people thinking that they might not like the things i like. When i met someone from FA in person they could see how shy i was.(you know who you are and you know im still shy around you) I dont like to talk either because i dont want someone to judge me.

I could make friends by note then tell them things i like and they dont seem to like it very much so they say that there friend list is to long. So being sensitive i nod and walk to a bathroom stalk and start to cry. Ive noticed girls walking into the bathroom hearing my crying then walk out calling me a cry baby. They dont its me but it still hurts to hear it.. So this is why im shy. I dont like getting judged for my voice, i dont like talking to people because im afraid they wont like me, and i get pushed around by people.

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