I will render this in procreate because I actually want to draw a background for this and all that. I suck at background drawing but I have been practicing 🤺

So I never really liked the theory that Vessel was in love with Sleep because it didn’t make much sense to me. Mainly because the only time where Vessel actually ever spoke about sleep in one of their only interviews, he used he/him pronouns. But I think it’s very clear in all of their music that Vessel is singing about a woman (except Sugar that song is gay ass hell) because he literally has lyrics like “you were my harlequin bride”, “see if she can guess what a hollow point does to her naked body”, “I’ll turn you into my puppet queen”, “lipstick, chem trails, red flags, pink nails” .etc the list goes on. So then I thought maybe this theory would make sense if sleep was manifesting himself with a female avatar, something like the Eden creature from the tmbte title track. Especially because in the graphic novel, the director is lured in by said Eden creature at the end

But I don’t have any set theory I believe in, because I’m not super big on the lore. I like it and it’s fun making drawings of it, but at the end of the day I just enjoy the music the most and don’t get caught up on drawing connections and theorising too much myself. This is just my idea for one of the leading sleep token lore theories :)

Oh wow I just spoke to the doctors and apparently my blood count is very low and it hasn’t improved from my iron medication. They said I need to see a specialist about it because they think it might be something else, perhaps not diet caused. This is scary 😟

Well my iron has slightly improved from February but it is quite panickly low, even though I’ve been taking 15mg a day since April and eating way too much red meat for an average human. I have a caveman’s diet and I’m still not at my pique physique, what is this bs!? 😡 No but I have a feeling my caffeine consumption is probably effecting a lot of it, I drink quite a lot of energy drinks

Also sorry for yapping about something personal on here, I don’t really have anywhere to put this and I am rather worried if I’m being honest but I’m sure I’m fine and normal

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Is my handwriting actually this bad or do you just have dyslexia 😓