Yes. :)

Well,i dont know.

I dont actually know if im okay or not. I dont know much about myself.

i dont know what to talk about,i dont know how to explain,my mind is just a mess.

If you say so.

I dont feel welcome in this house. I feel ‘unsafe’,like truly ‘unsafe’. When im with my parents,i feel MORE unsafe,it feels like hell. To be honest right now,i just wanna be free.

I need to eat dinner first,ill explain later.

Ill continue here: Imagine you got kidnapped,you’d mostly feel scared right? Thats the feeling inside of me,scared. I feel trapped inside this house. Unable to do anything,im scared of my parents. Im even scared to ask for food. You wouldnt believe if i told you this but,translate this: “anda sangat tidak berguna! pergi belajar dengan lebih gigih!” to english,its exactly what my mom said to me.

well,thats reality for me.

I felt the need to express myself through drawings and animations. Sometimes,there arent any reasons to draw these so i just come up with something. Anything related to gore is my sense of ‘art’, not someone dying in reality, just. ,a drawing. I look at my drawings like some sort of puzzle. I need to piece it together to get the full feeling inside of me. Its okay to be worried or confused, sometimes people say that too. You just need to look at my point of view in life, then you can truly see the deeper meaning behind my drawings, its okay to be worried. :)

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