I basically hate myself. I dislike how I’m super emotional about everything I cry over small things I worry about people way too much I overthink a lot for no reason I hold my emotions way too often and I lie about how I’m feeling I just,, I just think that’s stupid. I feel like everyone secretly hates me. I feel like I’m an annoying person. I do things that I don’t supposed to do even thought I KNOW I don’t supposed to do it. I hate how people care about me. I feel like I’m wasting their time. I dislike some people but I’m too afraid to tell them that. I’m afraid to do everything. I want to hurt myself. I sometimes want to kill myself but I’m too afraid. I DO want to hurt myself but I can’t do it. I feel like I have no control over my emotions. There’s so much stuff I want to do but I can’t make myself do it. I try to be the person that’s upbeat all the time but it’s hard. I am happy most of the time but I just hide my feelings and I hate that. I really do. Uh Yeah.

Thanks for reading this if you do um Ok

Thank you- And I’m sorry It’s just When I have nothing to do I just randomly think about bad thoughts and I just Start crying for no reason??? I don’t know why I do that I just I’m sorry

Thank you hh

You don’t suck at being a good person at all- Your fun to talk to and hang out with honestly! I think I’ll never get annoyed with you tbh- And thanks-