I don't deserve what I go through but a. People go through way worse b. I'm accustomed to it and changing it makes uncomfortable, too relaxed

am I poly??my dad would shoot me or something He's had bad experiences with relationships and cheating and lying

I really miss Elliot like a lot more than I miss my boyfriend..? I'm used to not talking to him all the time but I feel closer to my FA friends than my actual boyfriend?? Tf?

Violet. I'm tired of drilling this into your head. You. Don't. Have. Any. Problems. You're not some special snowflake. All of your problems are undeserving of attention. You're an idiot to believe that any of your friends like you, or that any of your accomplishments are valid. Violet, you're so ignorant.

I'm afraid of porches, illuminating me to all in the shadows of lesser known places.

I'm afraid of the dangerous strangers and neighbors, leaving me helpless and pained.

I'm scared of lovely people drilling holes into my legs and the damaging effects of doubt.