i dont even knwo what to think or do or say imsna

they're in HUGE trouble because of it but. THEY'RE OKAY!!! they're alive☹/pos

this is genuinely all i wanted oh mygbosjsaknm.

im so overwhelmed by emotion it physically hurts

i cannot stand this physical pain it's difficult to move or even walk whatvthe **** im shking s much it hurts agshka ihate physcially feeling emotion what thefcuk isthis!

also bonus my group is horrible at making pasta. 0/10 wait actually 1/10 because thecheese

my best friend inkie 3 days ago sent me a message and attempted suicide and ithought they didn't make it because they weren't responding at all but they just sent me a message telling me that they're okay oh my gbosh. i cant even i dont know what to do im so overwhelmed and nauseous. imglad they're okay but ohmy gosh whatthe****

i hope everythings okay for them too. i nearly threw up when i got the message from them oh my gsoh, im not good with my emotions. i just want them to be ok they're all i care about

i alwyas am breathing it's how we survive!!!!!! except when iforget to breathe. that's kinda embarrassing ahbsibshd idkkkewnd

YEAH they're okay thankfully. not mentally tho. their situation at home is horrible iwont go into detail because it's personal but their mum ****ing sucks i hate her. she is making things worse for them. theysaid they'll try to message me when they can, i miss them a lot i'll wait forever if i have to. i hope they'll stay okay

ithink so? idk it's really too much for me to handle agh i was literally gonna take my life on friday now idk because like they'd actually be devastated if i left them after all this. idk i canr take it i need time to process everything but im in school,,,