where i was
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07Kinkanat-Ece 
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26.10.2025
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07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:29
Linkuhh it's been a while, prob you forgot my existence but that's fine. if you care, there's some explanation
i felt really stupid and useless because of my art. i always try my best but i suck at everything, also it feels like... a 7 year old drew all of this. i love art. i love animating. but if no one cares it, and if it's bad, what's the purpose? 5 years bro. i drew for 5 years and i'm still bad. i see the other people -i'm not jealous of course, love their works- they are way more better than me. everyone?? i'm so embarrassed, wth is wrong with me?
school changed me a lot irl, i feel like i lost my happiness and joy to the life. school system doesn't give us a heck, i feel even more useless at school. i'm exhausted. i'm tried of being "hahaha i'm so happy!" kind of person seems like has 4 braincells also some braindamage. i didn't mean to act like that, wanted to be a positive and "funny" person but... it turns out i was acting like a weird kid
07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:30
Linkand now i'm left to face the reality; i might have ADHD and OCD but i can't convince my parents to take me to a psychiatrist (they think i'm fine.), having REALLY bad thoughts don't want to talk about, has zero friends because people don't rly like me, sitting next to the most hated/weird person in our class just to get more psychological pressure (because no one wanted to sit next to her and i'm here to sacrifice!), tons of unfinished homework i don't even remember how much is it, exams starting next week and i have no idea about any lesson i "learnt".
yeah
i'm cooked but who cares anyways, it's not that deep right?
i apologize if i were annoying/weird/corny or whatever.
even though my art is bad, drawing makes me feel better. atleast, for a bit.
07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:32
Link(maybe posting this thing to the green twitter wasn't a good idea)
07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:32
Link07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:32
Link07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:33
Link07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:33
Link07Kinkanat-Ece[OP]
26.10.2025 12:33
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Robloxgamer65
04.11.2025 20:50
LinkJust do what you do man, dont think of others
Yo bro, don't think that no one cares, there will always be someone that cares about you. Even my mother told me yesterday that we shouldn't think that no one cares us, because this is negative thinking. And tbh, i enjoy watching your anims and looking at your drawings, don't think a 7 year old drew it, it's actually good and i'm not lying. I'm honest, bc i love how cartoony and goofy your artsyle is. I also feel like my art isn't good enough, and i try to change my artstyle, but no matter what, i couldn't. I learned to love it, and i started to love my artstyle again. If you want to improve it, just try diff artsyles and practice art theory. And for your school, just think positive.
If you think negative, nothing will work. Just try your best no matter what, ignore every single annoying person, and review and try to teach yourself the stuff that you don't understand. I always teach myself a question that i don't understand how the teacher even answered it. And also, when i was grade 6 and i had lots of schoolwork, i didn't feel relaxed. I didn't feel okay. I felt like i didn't want to exist and didn't want live in this world. But then, i made a schedule for every presentation and schoolwork.
And what did i do? I told myself:
"think positive no matter what is happening, believe in yourself that you'll pass this grade, god is by your side no matter what."
And i managed to finish most of the stuff. I was greatful to god that i passed grade 6 and didn't fail or anything. I was greatful that i stopped myself and chose to live. I realized that getting closer to god is a better option.
And your attitude? There's nothing wrong with it. How are you weird? You actually aren't. Maybe your classmate are just werid themself, bc idk, i feel like im normal, but also weird. Infront of my classmates, i'm 100% innocent, but with my friends, i'm crazy. (Rarely), and also, i learned to love myself. And yes, sometimes i wonder if i have OCD, and i'm sure i don't have ADHD bc god gave me a brain that can think fast and i'm greatful for it, but you can also learn to focus.
And there's smth i learned today in english class:
"Everyone is special in their own way, even animals. You don't have to copy them or think they are better then you. Everyone is balanced in their life." Just learn to love yourself. For example: person 1 can play the piano, but person 2 can't play the piano. Person 1 can't skateboard, but person 2 can skateboard. Everyone is balanced. God created all of us in this earth to see if we pray to him, don't sin, pray and how strong we are.
And in my opinion, you're actually a funny person. Don't think you aren't. Your jokes are actually funny. Your attitude isn't weird. If you don't feel okay, pray to god that he can help you pass your grade and help you to think positive. Not all ppl in this world are mean, there are some that are kind, and i'm happy to help you.
Just pray to god, think positive, learn to love yourself, and try diff artstyles if you want to improve (in my opinion i love your arstyle), and keep on doing what you love. Don't let anyone put you down. Good luck, i hope you have a good day and manage to pass this grade and relax, may god bless you and everyone in this world.
thank you so much for your support, you are a great person and i am so glad i got to know you. you are right in what you said, i will remember this.
You're welcome and i hope you have a good life, i hope that everything will be easy for you and i'm happy to know you too.
this is really sad to read this. i can relate. i really hope you feel better soon :,(