i was just listning to this song by Tenille Towns, and its about how when she goes to heave. and it said something about spending an enternity there, and how she'd look in to God's eyes, and hug him, and all these things. And idk, i just, dont think im good enough to spend forever in heaven. I dont think im pure enough to look at God. I dont think im hold enogh even to wash His feet. I want to go to heaven, im just scard too. im scard im not good enough to go.

please dont comment on my chain ty

*when i meet my maker*

It says how heaven is my home. I dont think it is my home. Im not good enough to call it my home.

I mean, Jesus dies for me. But was it worth it for him to do for? i'm not worth dying over. Im not worth someone saccerficing themselves for me.